Hannami94

It was supposed to be painful. Everyone always told me, that it is. That it should be. You should cry, miss. Let your family and friends be close to you. Maybe it's true. This things can help you to reduce the pain. But what, if it isn't that easy? I want to cry, but I can't. There are no tears in my eyes. I want miss, but I can't believe that it really happened. I don't want believe. I want someone near to me, but I haven't friends, I haven't family. I'm just a terrorist. They all lied to me. It isn't painful. Compared to this, pain is nothing. It is destroying me from inside. Slowly killing every piece of my body, like a cance